ever felt left out?
like you're the only one that doesnt know what th fuck is going on??
everyone around you seems to know..
but you...
and you're queen bee..the leader..the popular one..
yet there seems to be some silent uprising against you..
its wierd as fuck..

its been going on for quite some time..
they're all bitches..
and i knew it from the start..
shudve seen it comin..jealous bitches at that..

obviously its me as well..
but its so much easier to blame..

for some reason..
its always been this way..
i have no idea why..
maybe i'm just a cold hard bitch..
then again maybe i'm practical..
atleast i see why babies aren't cute..
theyre just stupid...emotional fools led by their feelings..
where did logic go?..what about determination..??
hugs and pink things aren't enough..
ofcourse, for one of them..but then, that's what dumb blondes like her want..

never had a best friend..
always, close friends..
m a typical girl too..
just a lil more practical, a lil more frank,
so what..that doesnt make me a bitch..
you're sugar coated friends wont tell you the truth..
they'll cover it with layers of diplomacy...fucking placebos...

and what the hell happened to live and let live???
they believe in world peace and shit..
so let me be..
they think they'll get tailor made friends..
well dream on bitch..the world aint all rosy..
there's a hard side to it..

and just coz ur ugly and u aint gettin none..
dont call me a slut..

u think "talks" help??..
no one is lissenin..take a hint and shut up!!...

eventually it'll blow over..
thts coz i'll let it
no point trying to figure things out..
with them..
who wants to waste time...??

its wierd sometimes..
u have like a million ppl around you..yet ur standing alone...
everythings goin wrong..
its christmas..but it feels like the worst time ever..
i know this sounds cliched..but thats exactly what it is..
it feels like so much..yet its almost nothing...
its probably just a mind game..or maybe its real..
but in the end..whatever it is..i hope its over soon...